Caroline (crystalcazzie) wrote,

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I Hate Myself

I am a horrible person.

I got an invitation from Emma to her birthday party and in my email to her I said I probably wouldn't be able to make it. Now I feel like crap. Why am I so pathetic and useless?

Mike offered me a lift and Jess said she'd drag me out if I didn't go. I hope they don't turn up to take me cos then I'll feel so much worse.

I hate myself, I really do. I know I shouldn't, especially after she cancelled on my birthday the DAY BEFORE.

In unrelated news, I just got a text from Paul. He's being send £25 cos of our problems in New York and thinks we should get together in the summer and spend it. :D

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