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I know you're all probably sick of me going on about my presentation but...tough.

I met up with Karoline and Rebecca on Thursday. We talked about what we're going to do and I ended up getting bumped from patriarchy to marriage. Fine, I thought, I can do that. It was only much later that I realised the order of the subjects means I'm going to have to go first. This led to much swearing on my part.

The very thought if it makes me feel ill and it's not unlikely that I will end up running out of the classroom to be sick. Or maybe I'll just start crying in front of everyone.

I'm considering not going, but I have to in order to give Karoline her books back. And I'll probably end up having to do a different one anyway.

I really don't belong at university. It's all about class participation and I'm really not good at that. I'm the one who sits quietly and observes everything rather than actually taking part. I have to start working on my essay soon too, that's not fun. And since I'm probably going to fail the exams anyway I wonder what the point is.


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Jan. 22nd, 2005 06:32 am (UTC)
If you get it done first you'll have less time to worry about it all, no waiting as everyone else goes thinking 'oh they're good they know what they're going and I don't'.

Aww poor Baby! *huggles* I love you.

You'll be okay. Really.
Jan. 22nd, 2005 07:26 am (UTC)
But I really don't want to be doing the first part of the first presentation.

*huggles* I love you too.

*runs and hides*
Jan. 22nd, 2005 07:27 am (UTC)
There will be no one to compare you to though. Isn't that pretty good?

Yay Im glad you love me.

*hides with you*
Aug. 18th, 2017 02:55 pm (UTC)
More Worries

Ok, so today’s not turning out to be a good day.
My bestie has left me for an appointment. I really don’t like being without my bestie whatsoever. Even if he’s not all that far away, nothing makes me more sad than being alone—even if it’s not really for too long.
What if he doesn’t want to have anything to do with me, even if he has to take medicine for his ear? That’s really going to make me super sad. I guess I know where I stand. When he’s not his usual happy self, he is probably not going to want me around.
I’m not looking forward to that.
I’m not liking being without him—not one bit. I miss him so very much. Nothing makes me as sad and lonely as being away from Sean this morning. I ❤ him so much, I really hate being away from him—no matter how how much I really unconditionally ❤ him.
I’m worried about Sean that he’ll come back having not been helped because of his ear issues. What if he’s so sad when he returns that I’m the last person he wants to see? I really don’t want to be alone all day without him. I miss my best friend, and it’s not a good feeling.
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