Caroline (crystalcazzie) wrote,

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Going out Tonight

So, like the title says, I'm going out tonight. It's Jess' meal, she apparently has news. Emma said she's looking forward to seeing me in person again. I agree, I am looking forward to seeing my friends again but I'm also really nervous. When I woke up this morning I felt physically sick. I'm sure it's just nerves and not actually me being ill, but I'm not sure that's any better.

I remember last time I went out to a meal with friends. In the hours before I left I nearly drove myself completely crazy with worry. Pulling my hair, panicking, babbling on and on in a way that made no sense and probably made me look like a complete idiot.

I'm 20 years old, going out with friends should be a normal occurrence. Heck, leaving the house at all should be a normal occurrence.

It shouldn't be this hard.

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