I remember last time I went out to a meal with friends. In the hours before I left I nearly drove myself completely crazy with worry. Pulling my hair, panicking, babbling on and on in a way that made no sense and probably made me look like a complete idiot.
I'm 20 years old, going out with friends should be a normal occurrence. Heck, leaving the house at all should be a normal occurrence.
It shouldn't be this hard.