March 28th, 2004

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Ok, there must be something seriously wrong with me. I'm eating an apple and drinking water. What, were we all out of eclairs? Well, yes actually but that still doesn't explain behaviour like this.

It's the drugs! It's those drugs Mum's been giving me! I knew I was right to be suspicious of her.

I got info from Surrey County Council about student financial aid. It just reminded me that I need to go back to uni in September. I know it's six months away but I can't help but worry. I'm going to have to find a place to live again and this time I don't have my friend to live with me. I really don't see myself being able to cope in a house full of people, let alone strangers. I wasn't able to this year, what makes me think I'll be any better next year?

Maybe I should find another psychologist. One that actually seems to know what he's talking about this time.
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Hehe, I wrote my last entry half an hour ago and already it's an hour and a half later! Yes, I'm easily amused. I love it when the clocks change cos it's two different times at exactly the same time. What I mean is, six minutes ago it was 12:55, making it five to one. But five minutes after 12:55 it was 2am so it was five to two as well. I just find that very cool.

Wow, I am a really sad person! But to be honest, I don't really care.

Now I sit in hightened anticipation waiting for the radio controlled clock on the mantle to change automatically. It usually takes a while.
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The mantle clock changed! The mantle clock changed!!! *Jumps up and down for joy only not really cos I'm using a laptop and I don't want to drop it.*

Yes, my dorkiness knows no bounds! Or maybe I'm just in a heightened stage of excitement cos it's Sunday and that means a new episode of Alias is on tonight; Reunion. Sounds good. =D
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I left the house! I went to the little shop! Yay me! And I know for most people this is an everyday occurance and no more worthy of excitement than getting dressed in the morning but I am not most people. It wasn't a huge achievement since I went with my mother and didn't say anything or interact with anyone and we were only gone about five minutes but the fact that I actually went somewhere is still a big deal. For me anyway.
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