My email to Gill is going nowhere fast. I'm feeling guilty about asking for her help. I'm wondering if going back to uni is the right idea at all. I'm worried I'll just drop out again. I don't know what to do. I can't see any other options. I need to write this email. I feel bad.

I should do this right? Go back to uni, face my fear, get my degree and put off the inevitable worry about not being able to work for another two years?